Hey guys!

I just want to say sorry again to all my new and old lovely watchers(No, I am not referring to your age lol ) who are probably wondering what is going on with me not posting any deviations lately. I haven't been active for a lot of reasons. You know, it's like having a war within yourself and you just don't know whose side you should be on. Very hard to explain some of the things my brain comes up with and why. You need to take some time out and rethink your priorities before you continue.

Somewhere along the way I guess I just lost myself. Lost in fear and pain of losing people I love and my passion for things that mattered most to me. I was confused and scared but something in me wanted to keep going no matter what. Moving on from betrayal, heartbreak and brokenness for whatever reasons are one of the most hardest things to do and still survive. But no, nothing stayed the same anymore. And with time I feel renewed and a much more stronger version of myself. I regret nothing at all, even my mistakes and the things I thought I could have done to change the way things turned out at the end. 

I miss my colours that gave me light in the dark. I miss my pencils that helped me sketch a world of my own to escape. I miss my paint that blew me away and gave life to all my imagination and far beyond. I want to draw, paint and write again about anything and everything.

I am ready for a new beginning.