Not again

I am so frustrated right now. I finally ended up planning and came up with an idea to paint on my brand new canvas. I was all looking forward to it and mixing paint.
But no. All the plans just went out the window now that I'm burning up with fever. My eyes are constantly watering up and I can barely see the canvas. This sucks. 
Uni will start soon and now when will I ever find time and motivation to paint again? Aishhh...(That's how Koreans swear when they get frustrated.)
I wanted to experiment with some Halloween make up ideas as well. I really wanted to do that so badly.
So many things to do and many things are in the way of completing anything.
When am I ever gonna finish studying about Gas turbine engines and hydraulics? Work is piling up but all I wanna do lately is paint.